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Sometime, I very don't understand that why many people feel theirself no good~ Just like sometime I have saw some friend always write in their FACEBOOK or FRIENDSTER,they feel sad or no use lah and more againt. I always want to tell them you are better then many people you know, but I have no brave to tell them because sometime myself also thinking (-).
May be I am only 1 eye, so doing what I also feel fear and no confidence, scaring some day people will smile at my eye~ When I want to go to study in Malaysian Institute of Baking, my brother is forbid me. He said that is very no waste time and money if I relly want to be a baker just go to the bakery shop work hard. You think I don't want, I want but no people want to invite me to work.Go already 3 place also can gei it. Before starting study in MIB, have a long holiday I have go to interview many job in IOI mall but also have no one can be successful. That is because of my eye.
I also feel myself is a no use person, people said that, if some people have lost some things they will have a special energy. I am ugly, fat, stupid, no money, bad health,even cross the road I also fear about it but how can I haven't one good, I always feel this world is a unfair world too~ That day,my parent also took me to register the OKU card, i am very happy, I guess that I can get it, If I get it I can help my parent save many money. Until a month more, at the morning, I have a call and ask and they say I can't get it because I only lost 1 eye only. Mammy and Daddy,I am very sorry about it~ When I hear that bad news already, My eye is full of tearing and want to cry but how I just control myself can't cry out because I having class againt. I don't want my friend know that I am not happy so I just control myself can't cry out.
If now, you calling me to think to our future may be I don't brave to think it because I very fear about that~ I don't know what I am,who I am. I very fear that I come out also can't find a job. But I know that be hard working always you will get the good result and may be one day all my dream is become true.I can steady until now is because I have a good family,cousin and friend.They are not career with my eye and very support me. Very Thanks for them. So I know that I have family, cousin and many friend so must esteem and enjoy and happy with my life.
May be I am only 1 eye, so doing what I also feel fear and no confidence, scaring some day people will smile at my eye~ When I want to go to study in Malaysian Institute of Baking, my brother is forbid me. He said that is very no waste time and money if I relly want to be a baker just go to the bakery shop work hard. You think I don't want, I want but no people want to invite me to work.Go already 3 place also can gei it. Before starting study in MIB, have a long holiday I have go to interview many job in IOI mall but also have no one can be successful. That is because of my eye.
I also feel myself is a no use person, people said that, if some people have lost some things they will have a special energy. I am ugly, fat, stupid, no money, bad health,even cross the road I also fear about it but how can I haven't one good, I always feel this world is a unfair world too~ That day,my parent also took me to register the OKU card, i am very happy, I guess that I can get it, If I get it I can help my parent save many money. Until a month more, at the morning, I have a call and ask and they say I can't get it because I only lost 1 eye only. Mammy and Daddy,I am very sorry about it~ When I hear that bad news already, My eye is full of tearing and want to cry but how I just control myself can't cry out because I having class againt. I don't want my friend know that I am not happy so I just control myself can't cry out.
If now, you calling me to think to our future may be I don't brave to think it because I very fear about that~ I don't know what I am,who I am. I very fear that I come out also can't find a job. But I know that be hard working always you will get the good result and may be one day all my dream is become true.I can steady until now is because I have a good family,cousin and friend.They are not career with my eye and very support me. Very Thanks for them. So I know that I have family, cousin and many friend so must esteem and enjoy and happy with my life.
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